Mackenzie Miller - Lewis
Its been 3 years since I last saw you. I never thought that I was going to hear the day after I leave you in that horrible place that you went through with taking your own life. 3 years later and I cry every time I think or speak of you. I'm in tears writing this. I'm sorry it took this long. I haven't had the strength or the right words to say. I feel at fault. We used to argue all the time and we used to mutilate our arms together and by God do I wish I could go back and tried taking our pain and doing something more positive and productive with it. You were there for me but where was I when you needed me and that's what hurts the most. 4 days after you life ended I took mine but was brought back 92 seconds later and I didn't want to be. I wanted to be with you. I felt it was only right that I ended mine for the thought that still lingers of I could've prevented it. You could still be here if I wasn't so selfish to be in a psych ward when you needed me. Charlie I'm sorry. I miss you so much. Thank you for being the world's greatest best friend. I will never forget you. My daughter's name is being named after you and I hope she is just as beautiful and kind hearted as you. I will always remember the day you forgave me and we became Best friends. I love you Charlie. I drew out the tattoo I'm getting over my scars on my arm for you. You mean so much and it kills me that you are no longer here I live everyday with you in mind. When I experience something new I think of you and how you would've reacted. I love you Charlie Rose Marie Ginn. Until we meet again...... - Mackenzie Nevaeh Miller ❤️❤️❤️🩹❤️🩹🫂🫂😇😇