Birth date: Feb 14, 1924 Death date: May 14, 2020
Amalia Gonzalez Gutierrez age 96, of Uvalde, Texas passed away Thursday, May 14, 2020 in San Antonio, Texas. Amalia Gonzalez Gutierrez was born in Mexico on February 14, 1924 to Rafael Gonzalez and Maria Del Refugio Campos. She is Read Obituary
Hoy se cumple un año en el que has fallecido. Un año desde que mi sonrisa no ha sido la misma. Un año desde que perdí un pedazo de mi corazón. Perderte ha sido una de las cosas más difíciles por las que he pasado. Cuando pierde a un ser querido, nunca se recupera por completo. La vida no ha sido igual sin ti. Una parte de mí siempre se sentirá vacía. Pero encuentro paz al saber que estás en un lugar mejor. Un lugar donde no hay tristeza. Un lugar sin lágrimas. Un lugar donde solo hay amor y felicidad. Siempre vivirás en mi corazón. Te amo. Y te extrañaré hasta que podamos estar juntos de nuevo.
Buela-
Pienso en ti cada dia. No hay un dia que pasa que no pienso en ti. Te quiero mucho. El amor que yo tengo por ti es un amor eterno. Todos los dia rezo por ti. Y cada noche cuando me acuesto pienso en lo que me decias cuando era una niña. Siempre me decias “buenas noches duerme con los angelitos”.
Ahora tu eres mi angelito. Te extraño tanto. Pero estoy contenta de saber que estás en un lugar mejor y de que algún día volveremos a estar juntos. Te quiero buela
Last night I had a dream about you. Me and my dad were sitting by your resting place and we were talking about you and all the memories we have of you. As we were sitting there crying you sat up and you smiled and waved at me. I tried to grab your hand and tell you to come home with us but you told me that you were home that you were happy and that everything was okay. My dream felt so real. I kept tugging on your hand saying please just come home with us your awake you have to come home with us. But you said “No I am home. Don’t cry I’m okay. This is where I’m supposed to be I can’t go. You and your dad have to go and I want you to know that everything is okay.”
I’ve been thinking about my dream all day. And everything you told me keeps replaying in my head. You are such a beautiful angel. I wish I could physically bring you home one last time. But I know you are happy where you are and I know now that heaven is your home. I know your at peace. Te quiero buela
Another day without you, and let me tell you it hasn't got any easier. I hear your voice it keeps replaying in my head. I wish i could hug you again. I can still picture your hugs and the feeling of your gray soft sweater on my arm when you’d hug me. I keep going back and forth in my head wishing i could go back a week from today and that would mean you would still be here with us. I keep telling myself maybe there’s something I could have done differently to be able to help you to be able to still have you here. I would give anything to be able to spend one more day with you. Te quiero buela.
Buela-
Today was hard. Today we laid you to rest. I’m having a hard time believing your gone. It feels like I’m at a stand still. It’s Like everything around me is moving and passing me by and I’m just there in the background standing still. I miss your voice and your beautiful smile. When you went to heaven you took a piece of my heart with you. I don’t feel complete anymore. I know they say that everything happens for a reason and when god is ready for you he calls you. But I’m still having trouble trying to understand why. Your wings may have been ready but my heart was not. Te quiero. Te quiero. Te quiero mucho buela. Te mando un abrazo muy grande hasta el cielo. Sé físicamente que no estás aquí pero siempre estarás en mi corazón.
Para mi buela
It’s been two days without you and it feels like eternity. My heart aches. My eyes hurt from all the tears that I’ve cried. I love you more than words can ever explain. You mean the world to me. I remember when I was little and we’d wake up very early on Sunday mornings and we would walk to get to church on time. My dad would call to tell us not to walk that he would pick us up and take us but you hated being late to mass and we’d get an early start and walk to church. After church we’d walk back to your house but before getting home we would always stop at the bakery to get some sweet bread. I will never forget the day we walked to church and we found a baby duck in a puddle and I really wanted him so you picked him up and stuffed him in your dress and we took him to church with us. As we sat in mass we heard a few quacks and you pretended to cough so nobody would hear the duck. After church we walked straight home and I got to fill your tub with water and put the duck in his new home. I was so happy. You did anything and everything to make me happy. I looked forward to the weekends because that meant no school and that meant I could spend the night with you. You always made sure that I had everything I wanted and needed. I remember one night I was a little hungry and I asked for a snack. You got up quickly and you said your hungry? You should never go to sleep hungry and you went to the kitchen to cook me a full meal. Even if I woke up thirsty in the middle of the night all I had to do is tug on your hand and you’d get up and get me a glass of water because I was afraid of the dark.
I’d hold your hand throughout the night cause I was afraid to wake up and you not be there in the morning. If I did awake and you weren’t there I’d scream out for you and right away you would come to let me know you were okay that you were up cooking breakfast. Nights over at your house were the best. You’d play bingo and dominoes with me and even when I lost a game you would always say I won. Even When we’d play with other people you would say genivita gano. And the others playing just had to get use to it. 😉
I will forever cherish every moment I got to spend with you. And I will never say goodbye to you. This is not a goodbye this is a see you later. And I will be looking forward until the day I get to be with you again. Te quiero mucho buela
-Tu nieta genivita
