I'm going to miss your laugh, you telling me to calm down Barbie, and even you saying I know right. I miss you checking up on me I miss checking up on you. I'm a sitting there crying with you talking about how terrible our lives are. We had our problems we had our arguments but you're still one of my very best friends. I let our baby girl watch videos of you and listen to your laugh and look at your pictures and I tell her stories about you everyday. We listen to that song that they played at your funeral over and over and over. She sings it and she's so good she has such a beautiful voice. And every time I look at her I can see your eyes smiling back at me and I think to myself how truly lucky I am to be able to do that everyday. Talk to you later, don't miss me too much LOL.